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I am an emotionally manipulated human being. I smile, i feel happy, angry - you name it. I love to watch clouds go by. Smiling is my hobby. I love how a human person works. Inside and out. I want to know more people. Brighten up my life.
Call me Fi.


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Close call.
Friday, March 27, 2009 9:14 PM


It's all around us.
It happens any day, anytime, anywhere.
And recently it's been sort of haunting me.

After watching a movie about death last Saturday, there was somewhat a series of events that followed. On Monday, one of hubby's friend passed away. And that friend was my cousin's friend's sis. Well that was just the beginning. On Tuesday, our dear school senior - Haikal, passed away. I was really taken aback by the news. It was hard to actually accept the fact. On Wednesday, one of hubby's relative passed away. Gosh, 3 deaths in 3 straight days. I was pretty freaked out. And yesterday while on the way home from school, I almost got hit by a cab. But thanks to my lovely friend, she managed to pull me away just in time. The cab was so close. SO CLOSE. PHEW! Thanks to my lovely friend Byte:) And  syukur Alhamdulillah i am safe. Thank you Allah for saving my life and reminding me how precious life is.

Till then, I have to work on my assignment and start my revision for my exam! :)




Glory.
Sunday, March 22, 2009 10:11 AM


Spread out beautifully on the horizon was the sunset.
The sky had a deep glow of orange which turned brighter.
Spread all over the sky like a magnificent painting.
Then it turned a deep red. Swallowing the orange life.
And it was gone soon enough and it started to drizzle.
Such a breath taking view.
:)

I'm feeling so sleepy right now..

Departures is such an amazing movie.
It's been ages since i watched a movie which made me cry so much.

Sometimes it seems as if we live aimlessly until something hits us and we go.."What the hell have I been doing all this while?.."

Have a beautiful Sunday:)



Uber sleepy.
Friday, March 20, 2009 4:29 PM


GOSH! I'm quite disappointed with the job fair at Suntec Convention Centre today..I only managed to register my resume at Great Eastern. I was expecting so much more today. Perhaps my expectations were too high? Anyway, i woke up at 8 and took my time to get ready. Ended up having breakfast outside and taking the rebound train to Pasir Ris then to City Hall. And I'm glad my cousin and I did just that. Arrived around 11.15am. Met my friend at City Hall and we set off with our high hopes to the job fair. It was slightly crowded there. It's like there are more people exiting then entering.

Well, it doesn't matter now. At least i was motivated to go. And I still have some motivation to spur me on to get a job. Seems like my friend an I are pretty desperate for a job. I've been jobless for over a month now. I don't like the feeling of not having a job at all! *sulks* Well, I'll just have to try harder and keep on trying! :)

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On another note, I notice many weird teen trends now.
Sometimes I get criticized for being in this generation - widely known as Generation Y.
Y for YOUTH/YOUNG..I suppose.
Like a Malay saying - One droplet of dye ruins a whole bucket of milk.

Some teens aren't as bad as you think. Smart and innovative. With fine character.
Like old sayings - You can't judge a book by it's cover.
Teens are human beings too you know. We have EMOTIONS.
It might be that our hormones are raging and we have have the tendency to do stupid/irritating/irrational things. We need some guidance and support from others to lead us to the right path. I'm sure some time ago you were a teen yourself. And you might be thinking, "Gosh..I can never forget that time when I was doing this back when i was a teen..."
Every adult has been through that phase.

But to think of it, you'll also be thinking.."During my time, I wasn't like this..what's gotten into teens right now?" And who is the one to blame you ask? Well, I DON'T KNOW? 

What do you think?



Phase one.
Thursday, March 19, 2009 1:18 PM


I'm finally back. My old blog is already dead. So many things happened while I've not blogged. I've had closer bonds with my classmates, lost my job, learned to be happier and loved food even more! ;) I'm trying to put my free time to fruitful things.. just that I'm kinda broke. So figuring out what to do.....for free! =) and still job hunting..

There are a few things in mind which I'd love to overcome but lack the courage.. 
1) Play hotel 626 with no distractions. HAHA!
2)Overcome my fear of heights....

Well, that's all i can think of right now.

And if you have no plans this week or weekend..and feel like watching something scary..
Coming Soon ain't that bad.. 
Go catch it at cinemas! ;)
Or for a cheaper alternative, gather some friends, hitch a ride and go ghost hunting!~

Till then, I'm off to have lunch. =)