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I am an emotionally manipulated human being. I smile, i feel happy, angry - you name it. I love to watch clouds go by. Smiling is my hobby. I love how a human person works. Inside and out. I want to know more people. Brighten up my life.
Call me Fi.


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I Can Wait Forever - SIMPLE PLAN


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First.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 7:04 AM


It's already a month since we separated.
I tried so hard to suppress my feelings.
Divert my thoughts.
Keep myself busy.

But at the end of the day, I still think of you.
Sigh.

How do you deal with such a conflict when you can't even deal with yourself?

"You said move on, where do i go?"


I just felt that things were fine before. 

What made you do this?
How could you bring yourself to do this? 
When did you come to think of doing this? 
Which things have said or did not say or do or did not do that made you feel like you should end us?


You make it seem so simple but look at what you've done to me.
Look at what you've done to yourself.

Baby, you are given a choice - You can choose to leave me and focus on your work OR
you can choose to deal with me and your work and still work things out. Apparently you chose the first option and let me go. 
I wonder how has this decision changed you. 
What have you benefit from this decision?